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Sunday, 17 January 2010

  • Path of an Unwilling King

    So the soldier slowly witnesses the collapse of his empire. An empire that is mediocre at best. Still, it's all that he has and knows. It's been corrupt and deteriorating slowly for a long time now. The officials are full of greed and ignorance. The people are full of pain caused by the malice in search of justice; their goals are also blinded by ignorance. Everyone knows but it's taboo to speak of the grave situation. The soldier, now a reluctant general, feels the weight of all that is on his shoulders. The weight that is the empire, the kingdom, and all that belongs in it's realm. He protects because it's in his nature. He protests against the wrongs and speak of all that is forbidden. Still, his words did not help because they were too blunt. For the ignorant, the TRUTH is too strong. They fear it which leads them to despise it. Ignorance unables them to learn which in turn causing them to refuse to believe, even if it's something as simple as truth. They believe in and hold on to lies because those words and paths are always easier. Lies allure them, as well as many of us, with promises of artificial gains and benefits. This burden cycles constantly through the general's minds. The turmoil is chipping down the walls to his empire. He sees that the ignorance is too great. The burden becomes daylight nightmares haunting him. The weight evolved to being unbearable. The pain is now too real. He sees the inevitable. Should he try to save an empire that is destined to die? Or focus on protecting a kingdom that has a chance to survive? The obvious answer is to allow the collapse and set up anew. Once again, his nature is to protect. He always thought he would preserve this empire with his life, but how can he fight a formless enemy? The years have changed him. He realize that he can not save the world. Oh, how he despise ignorance in all its forms. To be continued... possibly.

Sunday, 31 December 2006

  • The kid B EAZy

    Don't you know I pray for you almost everynight. Sorry,, just to let you know, I don't have faith in many things. Yeah, there's a Buddha around my neck and that's as close as it gets. I believe it saves me. I really do. I heard of all the obstacles you've been facing. Just relax. Six more months and it's going to be over. Don't you know your family is family to me. Please notice I didn't use the word "like." I know that I always talk "dumb" to you. Please believe, it's just to make you laugh. Don't you know I love it when you laugh. Don't worry I'll be the clown. Six  more months and no worries, you can make it. I'll be there. Your brother spoke to me worried with tears. Sorry, I can't be there to comfort you. I'm just not that kind of person. Sometimes, it hurts me that I'm not that kind of person, but you have plenty of people for that. You don't need me to tell you "everythings is going to be ok." Just let my prayers be heard. Not heard, but come true. For now, just rest. I'll be there the day, if not the week it happens. Six more months, it'll be ok.

Saturday, 25 February 2006

  • I Gotta Testify, Coming Up In the Spot Lookin Extra Fly. Before the Day I Die, I'ma Touch the SKY.

    I went snowboarding for the first time last Sunday. I had a great time. Here are the pics of the day.

    FOBScorpion Thang. "Get Over Here!"

    Then comes the first 20 minutes or so...

    A tree off the cliff

    And a Concussion.

    Pictures from the Lift.

    MarkyMarkInTheDark.... Yeah, we can't see him in the light.

    FOBScorpion is out for the kill, poor little girl.

    This is a picture of Thang going to the bathroom.

    This is the result.

    It's always a party when Tommy's out. You can guess what these are.

    Yeah, just Pimpin'

    6 hours later, we're alright.

    And as you can see, we were beat by the end of the day.

    Then comes the news of a possible fracture...

    This is what I'm going to look like for at least the next two weeks. Ahhh... The price of looking good.

    My new snowboard. I got it today.

    What do you mean the kid got no fear? Hahhaahha....

    A part of my board.

     

Friday, 18 November 2005

  • Deepest Darkest

    Believe it or not, some of my dreams come back to me as deja vu. It's hard to explain, but usually I don't realize the situation until it has come to past. At times, the people around me in the dreams are people that I have never met in my life. Yet, I remember them being there doing the exact thing their doing. These deja vu have been normal everyday situations. I'm just there and things are happening around me, but the image/scene at that moment is all the same when it happens in reality. Sometimes, I remember what happens next; but it's too late to change the dream. My first and scariest one happened almost five years ago. I was standing along side my friends, all of us wearing suits, staring at another friend kneeling talking to somebody. I didn't realize until I saw the same image again that day that I was at a funeral. Yeah, I know it's hard to believe. These past couple of months, my dreams have been putting me in situations where I did something "dirty" to my friends. There have been a couple of dreams like that; different situations, but I don't remember them now, just a lot of yelling and blaming. I can never see myself do anything like that to them. Sometimes I think I treat them better than I treat my family. Still, I'm afraid that those dreams will become deja vu. Actually, those dreams bother me a lot. I fear it. When I get these deja vu, it makes me believe that my life is already planned and I can't stop what's going to happen. I hate thinking about it. Sometimes I try not to do certain things just to fight the fortune teller's predictions. But that's a whole other story. Let's not think about it now.

Friday, 30 September 2005

  • FortuneTeller Talk

    All my life. I mean ALL my life, I never had one fortune teller tell me one good thing about me. Yet, my mom loves asking about me. According to them (all different), there is no future for me. My mom had her palm read, again by another one, two days ago and she also asked about me. This one said that these two upcoming months will be my worst months. She also said something about knives, guns, me getting stabbed, and a faint description of the person. I wasn't really listening because they always sound the same. Seriously, can you picture that about me? Yeah, I didn't think so. I' ve always shrugged it off, but it's getting ridiculous. I mean EVERY fortune teller tells me this kind of stuff. But what can you do, just live right? I never believed any of the stuff they say. They give you little bits and pieces that you have to decipher that could pertain to anybody at any moment in time. Nothing is really concrete. Yet, people love to listen. I just don't understand why.

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